Wednesday, October 11, 2006

The trials and tribulations of J. Alfred Prufrock

I was diagnosed once as clinically depressive... This was a while ago when I was going through my existential crisis thing as an undergrad; in a strange warped way it gave me a sense of accomplishment; "clinically depressive" I wore it like a badge!

The Doc. administered a concoction of anti depressants that turned me into a turnip. I remember falling asleep once in a restaurant right between the main course and dessert; just put my head down until khkhkhkhkh……..It didn't take long for me to quit the meds and the quack...

Since then, and over the course of 10 years I've intermittently visited psychologists, psychiatrists, and councilors, who have managed to add adult ADD (attention deficit disorder) to the roster, but from what I hear there isn’t a person on the planet not suffering at least one symptom of this condition.

I’ve been thinking recently of seeing a therapist again. I don’t ask myself many questions anymore about why I might need therapy; I just follow my instincts when they tell me I need some kind of help. I believe in therapy, but I hate dependency so I usually don’t last very long on the couch, which probably explains why I keep going back.

Guess I’ll be posting about that soon…

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Dee-Vine said...

'in a strange warped way it gave me a sense of accomplishment; "clinically depressive" I wore it like a badge!'

i know what you mean.
and it wasn't until i was diagnosed that i overcame my depression. i think i just needed to hear that it wasn't just me, thousands of others are going through the exact same thing, and others to realize that 'see? i was NOT exaggerating'

La Gitana said...

You had ADD and you were clinically depressed? You are so cool. OK that sounded weird, but in my little group of friends insanity is so normal it's almost mundane. I mean between us we must have had like 4 or 5 disorders.

Jester said...

To top it all off I think I might actually be manic depressive! But I wont jump to any conclusions, I'll let the shrink do that...Nov. 7th y'all!

La Gitana said...

y'all hahahaha. Omg I still haven't been able to shake that since I lived in Texas heheh

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